Don’t judge me by my coldness now, judge me by the person I was before I was damaged by you. That is the real me.
To you, I am only a product of all the things you did and said to me. I’m no idiot I understood more than you know of your lies.
This is why I changed before your eyes. Recoiling in fear from being lovingly and carefully mistreated.
You did it in such a way that you made me feel bad for your errors, taking them on as my own.
I am open, kind & loving. But to you I now seem closed off, bitter & distant. That is not me, but the reflection of your own actions and inner self.
A mirror turned inward can be one of the most confronting and painful things to experience, especially when you realise it’s true source.