Forever and a day…

I know I shouldn’t bother

You’ve probably forgotten all the lines now on my face

Wouldn’t notice me in a lineup

But I still remember every freckle, every hair, and how you took up space

I have wanted to let go

But not through lack of love, through the unbearable pain I’ve felt in distance, I just wanted one last dove

You were my world, but more than that, our worlds grew when we combined

Not a codependence, but a sharing of strength and mind

But somehow things got heavy and complex along the way

Maybe past stories told, cycling around your head, on hold all day

Gosh I wish you could feel this, and finally see what my heart wants to say

A crime to lose this, to fake that we don’t care, just happy on our merry little way

You know it would only take three words to say

I am yours

Forever and a day

You are home

Too deep for these shallow puddles. Surface level connections glide by in twilight, cycle through in double time, every time. Searching, searching for the answers that only come from within.  

Misguided trials attempting to clutch at some kind of comfort. Searching for some solace in this endless maze of mirrors and smoke. 

I dream to go home, but home seems an elusive place. It’s like a memory that echoes in my mind that never quite settles. It dances from light to darkness, always escaping true form. 

Home is but a feeling, one that only you could make me feel. I yearn to go back there across imaginary roads long gone. You are my home.

To have loved 

You know what?

I’m happy I tried

No matter what decision was made

At least I’m alive 

Heart was pure 

You faked some love 

Eyes wide 

Now I say goodbye 

Not sure what the games meant

How anyone would have fun

Just to lie

But I love me for me 

And my honesty a prize 

No one can take that

maybe dull my shine for a while 

But I’ll come back brighter

And I will rise 

A phoenix from the ashes 

And you?

A dusty demise 

You just wait

These things just take time

Look for me in tomorrow

Long gone to the skies

It was you all along

It was you all along

Just couldn’t see the 

forest through the trees

Mind got angry

Heart only ever 

wanted to please

The love of my life 

gone and now my heart 

just yearns to appease

We never lost the love truly

Just went through some unease 

Needed to figure things out

Align the timing, our needs.

If we ever met again I know life would

let me breathe

Still feel the hurt from when I had to

watch you leave

And for now, I grieve

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